Feeling this week will never end.

This has been such a long and hectic week. Bry got himself into trouble.(thankfully he is out) I missed my baby boy's birthday and have been cleaning this house nonstop except for the times we had to go out. Got registered for class that starts Monday(cant wait). Got second round of my TB testing for schooland finished a crocheted hat today (pics up later). Now I have to get sled check which is done online now, get copy of marrage licence though I am seperated but that is the only way the school will change my file to match my ID, have to go get my book for class, get TB read and finish cleaning this house. Not to mention I realy want to just relax and crochet some. Hoping things will slow down soon but dont expect it to.

My big boy's birthday!

Today has been such a hard day for me. As many of yall know. I lost custody of two of my babies to their father. Well to day is my big mans birthday and I am unable to see or talk to him. I just want him to know that mommy will always be here and that I love him so much. He is the one thing that changed my life for the best. I love and miss you DayDay!!!

The start of a new life.

For the past few years my life has been a living hell. From an abusive relationship, loosing my kids, my mans health problems to not being able to find a good job. Well it is time for a new start. I have decided to go for my CNA. I have not done well in school so far but I believe that I can do this. The main reason I believe in this so much cause I know that once I can get my foot in the door I will be able to provide for my family. I am doing this for all the right reasons. I was in school before to prove everyone that I was able to do something right and that I was not just a screw up well that did not go well so I am taking a break and looking toward the future. I am all ready for class which starts on monday and cant wait to see what lies ahead of me.